I don’t know how to feel,

about myself and my actions. If Im the right  or the wrong one?

I don’t know how to feel

about my life and my past and if ill be alright, in the long run.

I don’t know how to feel,

about the whole situation, because to me the situation is unclear.

I don’t know how to feel,

about the sole information, because luring information brings fear.

I don’t know how to feel,

but trust me I’m trying to.

This isn’t all just going to go away.

I don’t know what to say,

but trust me. im lying to you

if i said I didn’t think about you throughout the day.

And not just the day, but during the night,

 and my mind, from sunset to sunrise, and when I look into your eyes,

I know how I feel… about you.

I feel so conflicted, I feel like I DID THIS, but yet I feel I’m somewhat right.

I feel so constricted by real life decisions, and I’m sick of fighting this fight.

But I don’t know how to feel. All I know is what I feel.