February 2011
85 posts
My love, I’ll wait for you Will you wait for me? For now, I’ll make believe I’m a knight, riding to your castle I’m almost there I went to a hillside Laid down with the stars I heard a cricket’s love song But nothing of you Laid awake countless nights thinking What you might be like Out of an ocean of faces Have I met your eyes?
This is the first time that I’ve seen ...
January 2011
29 posts
I ruin everything.
I always have to take it a step too far…
Dreaming.
I got a dream in my mind and it motivates me daily.
Im going to go against what everyone else has been saying.
Because I know in my heart it really is what’s best for me.
Because nothing else makes me so extremely happy.
All I want to do is say it of a mountains peak.
Travel the world and tell every person on the street.
I am not ashaed of what my calloused heart longs for,
because if...
Oh My Goodness.
My day was just made. I haven’t felt this happy in so long. I know you will probably end up reading this. Just know you are beautiful. And I’ve said it before, but I just want you to do what makes you happy. I want you. BUt if I have to settle for friendship, that is fine.
There is lyrics from La Dispute that say:
“If I can’t love you as a lover, then I will love you as a...
Fucked.
I don’t think I’ve ever felt so cold.
And I am sick of the same old same old.
My heart is callased to the point of no return.
You were everything I knew so I’m trying to relearn.
But I feel so empty, I feel so lost.
I’d do whatever to get you back, it doesn’t matter the cost.
Fucked.
I am proud to be a San Jose Sharks fan.
City and Colour
You complete me.
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Never Had The Courage.
I’ve diled your number, half a thousand times. Hoping just to hear your voice on the other line. I never had the courage to finally make that call. I’ve been missing you so much, Have you been missing me at all? I need you here now, more than ever before. Cause if you’re not by my side, then tell me what is worth living for? I never had the courage to tell you how I feel. But honestly I’ve...
Who Cares.
You are the only friend I’ve ever had. I would never joke or let you feel sad. I only want to sing to you instead. Replace the screaming voices in your head. I don’t want to lie or try to hurt you. I won’t run away, never desert you. I’ll share my entire world until it rots. We never look back until we get caught. Sailing on the spirit of our song. Tasting the the mist of...
I want you.
More then I want anything.
All I want is make you the happiest girl in the planet.
All I want is to be the one to make you laugh and smile, and long to call yours.
But Iguess I never will be good enough.
But that still doesn’t stop me from praying for the day I can call you mine again.
Fucked.
Hopes....
Tonight started so well. In fact, it was far better then I expected, but in one second everything went to shit. Now I’m left here with a confused mind and my hopes up way too high. All I know is that I am completely head over heels for this girl. If there was one night to rekindle anything, it was tonight, and in a second it was gone. The way she makes me feel. The way her smile pulls my...
Memories...
I can’t get them off my mind.
Memories of you. Friends. Who I used to be.
Spending time with the people I love. The Family I will never see again.
Memories of vacations and smiles. Happiness. Peace.
I can’t wait to make more. With new friends. And new family.
New vacations and new smiles.
But one memory, besides those lost to death and disease.
Is you…
The one that got...
Sharks Pre-Game
I hope we turn it around in this game. I feel our play is very well offense wise, but defensively we are falling and I hope to see an improvement at the blue line tonight. I would not complain if we got a 7 point win like Boston tonight, but I’ll be happy with a W anyway I can get it. 40 shots on net….those will go in eventually.